EPIC fan content

Yeah I have fans, crazy I know.If you wanna feature me in a vid go for it. I also highlight fanarts on insta. You can find videos I'm featured in here, be sure to @ me.

SPOTLIGHT

Fanarts are always welcome, whether of me or any of my characters, I always see them and I love them all. :)

Please DO NOT make sexual content/depictions involving me, my creations, or anything related to me. I have had many issues with this, some ongoing, and it's sad that I even have to ask for such basic dignity and respect given that I AM A MINOR. Regardless of my age, my autonomy is not a privilege, stop treating it like one.
Ship art of the characters is ONLY okay if it's canon (Ethan/Florence, Zoey/Sean), but even still please keep it to a minimum, because shipping is not what my work is about.

SHADYD3MON SOCIALS

You can subscribe to the archive channel or my personal gram for more stuff. You can also find me on the GachaTubers Wiki and the SHADYD3MON Wiki. I also got a strawpage, dunno why.My Socialblade statistics are shit, the algoritm is failing me.My Discord username is shadyd3mon, but I am rarely active there. My most active platform is Instagram, which is the best way to contact me, and my primary platform is YouTube (no shit I'm a YouTuber).
Fun fact, my oldest account is Spotify, made about 2019.PLEASE DO NOT @ ME IN ANYTHING THAT ISN'T RELAVENT TO ME LOLTHE UPLOAD GAP
Due to a lot of stress behind the scenes, my YouTube channels are often faced with pretty lengthy upload gaps of at least a few weeks. I am always working on videos, but just know, I have a lot of issues behind the screen, past and present, that I don't have the words to describe, and they really burden everyday life. I'm not here to put up a sob story, all I'm saying is please be patient with me.If you see an account going by my name while not being linked here, or acting hostile, it likely isn't me. I do my best to maintain respect behind the scenes despite how I pretend to be in public.I have boundaries which is crazy

GALLERY

These are not fanart, these are all by me, and will be made available on my Instagram if not already. If you want to check, images will contain links to the source posts. I am by no means an artist though. Just an illustrator (and a writer). These may be used as reference. New images will be added as they are finished.Of course, this is not all of the stuff I have made public. There are many more images available on my insta.

ETHAN-SPECIFIC

Ethan Williams, the main character since 2019.

IRL PERSONA

IT'S EVILETH4N, THE GUY THEY TRIED TO KILL. ONE PROBLEM—HE FORGOT TO DIE. The real EVILETH4N. Not some fictional guy. Well.. kinda. Because I don't actually have a mauled off face in real life, wish I did tho.

SD3-0 CHARACTERS

A few drawings featuring other characters.

2024 and prior

Older drawings from when I was like 14 or so, mostly of Ethans previous renders.

PROMO + MISC

First 2 are Icons of SHADYD3MOS-0 and the 3rd is the icon of my main channel.

YOUTUBE SERIES AND PROJECTS

RANTS

One dickhead to another. These are the videos I am best known for. It's basically just me as Ethan Williams, getting angry about whatever pisses me off personally. Truth be told, they're shit. Everything I make is shit, and worthless, and meaningless, just like my life, but I guess that's just what it is. It's also what my main channel is primarily dedicated to. I started making rants because I have many more negative views than positive ones, and that kinda sucks, so let's make it known.From shit companies, shows, communities, specific people, internet trends and even politicians, I have a negative opinion on pretty much anything that's generally unethical, and will share them wherever I can.

SHADYD3MOS-0

SHADYD3MOS-0 is an upcoming project that follows Ethan Ryan Williams, a firefighter from the Alaskan town of Barrkon, and his struggles with mental illness, primarily harm-OCD, C-PTSD and severe MDD. Three mental disorders I deal with that I feel are underrepresented or just misrepresented entirely. Williams' disorders, being prolonged, have desensitized him to the suffering of those around him, and it was only when it was too late that he had realised the damage he had done. Ethan Williams is my persona, fictional derivative, and this story (and his character in general) reflects my lived experience in many aspects. Other than that, it's just my own shitty lore that I've been writing since I was 13, possibly even earlier.This all comes from my own experiences with mental illness, severe early trauma, prolonged suicidal ideation, and how it can shape a person and make them do egregious shit. It directly reflects me.You can learn more here, or on it's branch. Nothing Ethan Williams does in this future series or the established lore is condoned, nor excused by mental illness.

THE EXTRAS

One dickhead to another. These are the videos I am best known for. It's basically just me as Ethan Williams, getting angry about whatever pisses me off personally. Truth be told, they're shit. Everything I make is shit, and worthless, and meaningless, just like my life, but I guess that's just what it is. It's also what my main channel is primarily dedicated to. I started making rants because I have many more negative views than positive ones, and that kinda sucks, so let's make it known.From shit companies, shows, communities, specific people, internet trends and even politicians, I have a negative opinion on pretty much anything that's generally unethical, and will share them wherever I can.